Solo night game

It's only as hard as you think it is.

The reason I went solo is because I got really pissed last Friday. I found myself with no plans on a Friday night, and I knew if I didn't go out... I would be miserable for the rest of the weekend and into next week. Couldn't find any wings at the last minute. Solo or chode... I chose solo. I prepared myself by going to the gym working out a storm then listening to high energy music while getting ready.

Okay... but it wasn't easy. I don't want to say that I had AA, because I actually did open sets. But I just never really warmed up, possibly I psyched myself out before hand, with thinking about how hard it is to go solo... what happens if I get called out... etc. That actually never happened. I promised myself that I would at least stay out for two hours and I went to four different bars near my place. I had four sets (one at each bar), and in two of them I was able to isolate my targets. Both targets were HB9+s (apparently I only go for the hottest girl in the bar, hey life is short).

The interesting thing is, all the sets opened nicely, not all of them hooked, but I never got a blow out. I was so focused on opening... it was totally not the thing to worry about. Instead, in retrospect, my problem is that I didn't do enough attraction. My energy was low and I wasn't "in state". And the worst is that after I open, hook a little... then I found myself drawing a big blank. I'm not too used to night game, and my daygame stuff is too low energy for the night. After isolation, I found the HB's BT drop precipitously.

But you know what? It felt so good to be out. Eventhough I don't have any results to show for it, I feel like I've pushed my boundaries and I can sleep easy tonight.

The main thing is that I shouldn't psych myself out. Solo night game is the most normal thing in the world... next time I'm going to think that and believe it. Fuck all the preparations, don't need it. It's true because I never got blown out... I got my isolation... I just ran shitty game, which is totally fixable. Nothing to it. I did get an email close and she is the hottest girl I've seen all week. So in the words of my mentor DL: I'm content... but far from satisfied.